What am i feeling now.. i feel lost.. i feel empty.. i feel lousy.. hahas.. so this is wat ppl feel when they have stronger feelings than the other party.. things is going quite rocky.. but i will believe her words.. for myself.. i will go clear up my thoughts.. start my mind afresh to await for her.. once we can clear this stage together.. everything will be fine from then le.. yes.. i choose to believe this.. for now.. i will hao hao work.. then at the same time.. giving her the time she need to clear her own thoughts..
ta eht emas emit.. i ma yrrow i t'now og emoh.. gnimoc kcab ot ees eht moor taht ew ecno derahs.. woh dlouhs i tcaer.. traeh leef ekil gnieb tuc yb a noillim seldeen.. luos leef ekil gnieb raet trapa..
BUT.. even if there is a second chance for time to turn again.. i will still walk the same path.. if time let me choose where to turn.. i will choose never to hurt u in the first place..
I may not be the finest breed of guy in this world.. but my heart before you is..
I am just a avg guy.. with a avg look.. with a avg wallet.. with a avg job.. but my heart is never avg..
i have learn the impt lesson in life.. that is to cherish.. cherish every one i hold dear to me.. live without a regret.. i have once lost a love to myself.. i plan not to lose it again.. for my belief.. if this love is that strong.. we can make it.. have faith in me once again.. as you will have my faith in you too.. fighting and holding hard to what i believes and cherish..
but if all is lost... i can say.. choices is yours.. i will stand and fight for this last time.. if really nothing can be save.. i will return your pair of wings.. free to fly.. but i will stay close.. be the shoulder that is there if you ever turn back.. for this time.. the feeling is strong.. stronger than my wills.. i will stay close.. till you find your way.. back or forward.. till the feeling dies...
Finally that all i have to say.. for now.. i have to stay strong..
  aD-
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