now i have lost my world.. everything is gone.. i just wanna say.. i never jump into conclusion.. cause of these actions.. that why i will react this way.. but.. in the end.. i say to myself.. i believe in you.. but.. all is too late.. i don wan things to be shaky.. that why i asked.. so bad to be honest ?? i just ask wat is u and him de r/s.. if u just tell me nicely.. u 2 are just veri good friends.. like how i explain to u i and good friend with my girls friend.. there wont be any more question liao.. but your reply is.. he is just your daddy.. then ask me why so unstable.. i went being honest with u.. yet i get such strong reaction back.. yes.. i try to be understanding.. but.. u have to think for me too ma.. if i put a girl photo in my hp wall.. msg her all day long.. wat will u think.. sorrie.. i not trying to pick a fight.. i know.. your mind is set.. i say so much also no useless.. just explaining my ass out.. that all.. just letting you know.. my feeling is still unchanged.. i know.. for your char.. you wont wan to see me.. or maybe.. msg me for the time being.. i respect your every choice.. as long as you are happier.. even without me.. i will feel content that your smiles is still there.. i will exchange my smiles for yours.. even if.. i will be wearing that fake smiles for the time being.. all is lost.. without giving my last fight.. your mind is set.. i thought i know you best.. but.. seem that i am the one that know u least..

ming yi ytd tell me.. it take two hand to make a clap.. but one hand will onli make a slap..
then my friend tell me.. if u and her love is strong.. this kind of problem is nothing one.. just a simple.. question and ans.. u ask the question correctly.. she ans your question correctly.. then everything will be fine.. then i ask him.. how to ask the question correctly.. then he give me a lame reply.. a.. different ppl different pattern.. up to you to see one.. -.-

what should i be feeling now.. i see no strength in wat ever i put myself to do.. seen lost for this moment.. every area in my house i see a shadow.. every place around my house area i see a blurry person.. i wan to get away.. but i know.. running wont save anything.. i need to face the music before me.. i need to stand and pick myself up for people who care about me.. the problems and obs before me is going to be a mountain high.. i must not let this mountain fall on me.. stay strong..

aD-
10:08 AM

He is a currently soon-to-be 21 years old MALE and in a R/S with MAY.GOH. And the first day that he drop his tear is on 18/09/1988.
Simple intro about him is that he is never soft speaker kind of guy, dare to speak what on his mind, a person who endlessly get into troubles which he don't have to. Yet a person who is hard on the surface, soft on the inside >.<
Know him yourself if you wish to understand him a bit more =D

School:
Juying Primary
Hua Yi Secondary
SAF from 070607:
Apache platoon 4
SI 02\07 Ic1 Platoon 1
Driver course GP 46 Frame 30/07/08
2 SIG SATCOM
ORD LO on 060609!
Job:
Jurong East K box Server From 050506 to 050507

A whole new BEDROOM! ESP a QUEEN SIZE BED for him to roll around =D With everything that he is going to buy with his HARD EARN money~
A new phone to prove he is out of army.. For him.. C905 seem nice.. >.<
A LAPPY so he learn from someone can lie down on bed while chatting on msn =x
And he never reject anything if people going to buy him anything. HEHES xD

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aD- is doing sales currently.. so please click on number " 3 " then click on " aD- ITEM DISPLAY ". The items there are all the products that he is holding on to, so if you are interested.. please kindly contact him and details will be given.. =) MUST SUPPORT HOR! >.<
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Nothing left to show.. For now.. There is nothing left in my heart.. Let emptiness overwhelm my soul.. Let nothingness overwhelm my heart.. Let loneliness overwhelm my mind.. Let this empty shell walk this empty earth.. For a man without a soul.. Is nothing but a empty shell.. Bless her find her happiness.. For her love is with me no more.. For her heart is with me no more.. Farewell to myself.. Farewell to her love..