aD-'s Grey Life

Today went k box with 2 friends and my sister.. really thank them..

Went emos singing.. there are 2 songs that almost killed me.. only take out a few or 1 part onli..

1. 坏人 by 方炯镔

容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人

2. 其实还爱你 by 阿沁

我很不想让你找到离开的理由
每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意

我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你

Then singing singing.. something unexpected happen.. a drop of tear just went down like tat.. i donno how to react to it.. then just went to the smoking point and smoke to chill myself..

ryan talk to me today.. it take times.. he asked me.. if i ever think she is the final one.. i said yes.. then the next thing he said.. something that is emo.. he make it become funny.. he still reply.. OUCH.. then i went blank.. lols.. donno wat to say.. yeahs.. ouch indeed..

ryan bro.. know u also emo.. pick yourself up too.. although yours is more ouch.. 1 yr plus.. to you.. mines is nothing compare to you.. wan go k box emo.. just give me a call.. =) look forward to my BD that day.. we go drink to celebrate your batch ORD and my BD! =)

Today i skip work.. totally no mood work.. if that guy scream at me today.. i think i will snap.. play safe.. i skip.. but tml going work le.. ming yi scolded me.. work is work.. don put personal life into your work.. then i goes.. yes yes yes.. ok ok ok..

so ya.. tomolo working time.. i hope for once.. business is good.. so i wont think so much.. now thinking wanna go find 7-11 or cheers ma.. work midnight.. after sarang.. go work that.. wrack all my time out.. use the lunch to dinner break time 3 hours ( is 2 hr 30 min cause of get ready time ) to sleep.. now still planning stage.. wrack till tired no time think is the best.. see how ba.. donno if i try.. how long can i last.. hahahas...

Today i waited and waited.. my phone remain silent.. hahas...

Go off le.. Drink some beer.. no cake.. go drink my own one then go sleep le.. woot.. time to buy a new bottle lo.. xD

P.S: the only good new today is.. the bag that i wanted, which i follow her to see that shop, my sister will buy for me for my birthday present.. HAHA! $40 sia.. xD but she offer that.. k lo.. =) any way she own me 60.. if she reali buy.. then that 60 i wont count liao..
but like that she earn 20.. =/ LOL!~
Time to make a good wish list.. =X

aD-
9:52 PM

He is a currently soon-to-be 21 years old MALE and in a R/S with MAY.GOH. And the first day that he drop his tear is on 18/09/1988.
Simple intro about him is that he is never soft speaker kind of guy, dare to speak what on his mind, a person who endlessly get into troubles which he don't have to. Yet a person who is hard on the surface, soft on the inside >.<
Know him yourself if you wish to understand him a bit more =D

School:
Juying Primary
Hua Yi Secondary
SAF from 070607:
Apache platoon 4
SI 02\07 Ic1 Platoon 1
Driver course GP 46 Frame 30/07/08
2 SIG SATCOM
ORD LO on 060609!
Job:
Jurong East K box Server From 050506 to 050507

A whole new BEDROOM! ESP a QUEEN SIZE BED for him to roll around =D With everything that he is going to buy with his HARD EARN money~
A new phone to prove he is out of army.. For him.. C905 seem nice.. >.<
A LAPPY so he learn from someone can lie down on bed while chatting on msn =x
And he never reject anything if people going to buy him anything. HEHES xD