Totally in a stage of confusion.. 1 side i just wanna end all my pain.. just let go of everything.. 1 side i just wanna hold on tight.. waiting for her to return.. today work is never peaceful.. whole morning is a boring day.. was at receipt waiting for customer.. playing with a pen.. my mind keep getting her image when ever i see my pen spinning.. then i remember.. the pen is her.. lols.. i keep it then.. scare i will lose it...

Then relax till afternoon.. then mao mao come for interview.. hahahas.. then he borrow pen from me.. then okie lo.. after filling in.. he went in for the interview.. i went to change.. then after his interview is over.. we decided go down for a smoke.. lucky! just nice i think oh ya.. my pen.. go back and search for it.. heng on the table.. then keep it well and went smoke lo..

Dinner time suck big time.. at first no customer de.. then become onli 2 customer.. not including boss table..boss come here eat with his 1 friend.. then boss wait for him dam long lo.. roy tell me to keep a look out for a korean man.. ask me keep look downstair.. i saw something.. there is a girl with a cap sitting at where she used to sit that time.. hais.. then i stay far away... till i can not see the girl.. then finally boss friend came.. go in join boss and their meal begin.. but they hor.. reali na ma.. reali dam long.. see them take chopstick up.. going to the foods liao.. then suddenly put on the table again and happy happy chat and laugh.. na ma.. 4 to 5 course meals nia.. take freaking 2 hours to finish.. zzz.. 10 plus then he go.. then i faster pack up everything then go liao..

Now at home packing her clothing.. i totally can't pack at all.. the more i pack.. the more i wan to take it all out.. finally i pack all le.. but.. this sicking feeling still sink into me.. hais..

So many words I want to say to you.. So many things i want to hear you say.. But.. Will i have the guts to say these to you.. Will you even bother to speak to me.. I donno...

aD-
1:09 AM

He is a currently soon-to-be 21 years old MALE and in a R/S with MAY.GOH. And the first day that he drop his tear is on 18/09/1988.
Simple intro about him is that he is never soft speaker kind of guy, dare to speak what on his mind, a person who endlessly get into troubles which he don't have to. Yet a person who is hard on the surface, soft on the inside >.<
Know him yourself if you wish to understand him a bit more =D

School:
Juying Primary
Hua Yi Secondary
SAF from 070607:
Apache platoon 4
SI 02\07 Ic1 Platoon 1
Driver course GP 46 Frame 30/07/08
2 SIG SATCOM
ORD LO on 060609!
Job:
Jurong East K box Server From 050506 to 050507

A whole new BEDROOM! ESP a QUEEN SIZE BED for him to roll around =D With everything that he is going to buy with his HARD EARN money~
A new phone to prove he is out of army.. For him.. C905 seem nice.. >.<
A LAPPY so he learn from someone can lie down on bed while chatting on msn =x
And he never reject anything if people going to buy him anything. HEHES xD

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aD- is doing sales currently.. so please click on number " 3 " then click on " aD- ITEM DISPLAY ". The items there are all the products that he is holding on to, so if you are interested.. please kindly contact him and details will be given.. =) MUST SUPPORT HOR! >.<
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Nothing left to show.. For now.. There is nothing left in my heart.. Let emptiness overwhelm my soul.. Let nothingness overwhelm my heart.. Let loneliness overwhelm my mind.. Let this empty shell walk this empty earth.. For a man without a soul.. Is nothing but a empty shell.. Bless her find her happiness.. For her love is with me no more.. For her heart is with me no more.. Farewell to myself.. Farewell to her love..